i hate you ! ;(

hm , i don't tink so you love me , i now , im very2 suck to you . i can't be what you want . u never understand me & my feelings ! but , please respect me ! when i says ; i mish you u . u said ; uwm . it's so hurting ! fuck . i can't accept this . i don't noe what you want from me . sorry , i can't be the best GF for you ! :(

im begging youu ;(

i wrote this 28 july 09 at 7.51pm
and listening COBALAH by shaden

this is belongs to you ,

bee , i love you so much . do you really2 love me ? do you really2 sincere wift me ? do you really2 accept me as your special girlfriends ? i mish the all time wift you . i hope u never leave me & love me wift all your heart . i noe , i make a lot of mistakes wift you . i noe , i never understnd ur feelings . i noe , i can't be sumone what you want . im a lil girl & im just notthing :( i don't want anythings from you . BUT , i just need ur LOVE ! can you accept me the way i are ? can you undrstand my feeling ? and please syg , don't leave me alone . im scare & my life would suck without you . i just have you & only you can be mine . i love you so much ! for me , u're everything & ur plaace never be replace . i hope ours love stories never end , im begging you bee :(

love ,
> myra <

boys ! please respect girls ,

girls ? people always judge us . girls ? people always keep saying we're born to be a weak HUMAN BEING ! then why keep making us weak , weak and weak ! then why keep making us down , down and down ! GUYS ! wake up please . kteorg d'cipta kan drie rusuk kiri korg , yg dkt nan aty korg . bkn dary kepale tuwk mnentukn atau mngetuai korg && bkn dary kaky tuwk d'pijak or d'hamba abdi an . but to keep us save and warm . to feel ur love ! && to make your lyfe PERFECT ! kamu sbgai kaom laky perlue mnjge & homat kami sbgai kaom perempuan ! kami d'cipta bukn untk disakiti & menyakiti . korg ckp , perempuan ta gune . tp spe gak yg melahirkn korg . engt lah weyh , korg tade hak na ckp kteorg mcm uh .

aku rase ta prlue kot nk cter pnjg lebar , laky bnyk ta gune !
kao trase , bgos lah .
hmm..

sincere ,
> myra <

sayang , haha :D

i wrote this on 24 july 09 , 10.21pm
and listening jangan kau lepas by alexa

sory blog , dh lme ta citer kt kau oh . aku busy sgt , ta smpt na dtg pc n na type everythinkk . mkin ary aku agk mkin nympes nan si betine sundal tu doh , ble dye na maty . weyh , aku ta batak sgt ponx nan laky dye bodoe ! dye engt dye uh bgos sgt ke , bjet pailang jea wey . aku tnggu mse jea nk letop dye . dye engt aku tkot nan dye lah . baran aku neyk , mati lah dye . hm , about wany & kyra , besh bodoe mem nan diorg . lg2 wany , msuk air abesh jea , skit perot aku gelak . kyra , dye touching nan aku ary uh , coz aku rapat nan za n tyra till ta lyn diorg . chill lah babe , kte kwn kn ? haha . tp klu aku , kyra n wany mst suke buly si helmet tu dohh ! hhaa . gmpang . about bee ? dye okey jea , a buat pngai ponx . aku rase aku dh bole pham dye :) now kn , dye amk aku pegy skola , tade lah aku penat jln kaki =.= aku ta en lpas dye doh . syg gile kt dye . and and , aku jnjy ta en buat hal n pngai lme lg . haha . bosan doe , aku ta tawu nk buat ape . uwm , dh lah . aku nk breakfst lah . lapa siowt . byebye . blog , aku jnjy nnt aku akn type jea ape2 cter kt kau (:

the best dayy (:

17 july 2009 ; 11.35pm

dye kowling2 i ouh (: besh nyewk . engt kn nk ape , dea kate na minx couple blek . i accept me cuz i love him& i know we can be forever n never be apart (:

18 july 2009 ; 4.29pm

tyra text i , yayh ! this is my great2 day (: im waiting for her . i know we are still be a beshfrens forever . u know , im just nothing without her .

im alone..

1 APRIL 2009 - 13 JULY 2009 (:

honey engt en bee , kte stay lmerw . tpyk , honey silap . myb bukn jodoe kte kowt . honey na bee tawu yg honey sygs kt bee cgt2 . thanx cuz care bout me , thanx for ur love , thanx cuz make me cry & laugh , thanx cuz make me hurts & happy (: when im wift you , i really2 happy . thanx for everytink , hope you get a new gf better than me .

love ,
> myra <

this is belongs to you MUHD SHAHIRDIN ,

sory coz honey tlis letter nie & amik mse bee towk bce letter nie . uwm .klao na ckp , tkot tade time jea , ye lah due2 en busy..so hope bee bce letter nie oke. Bee2. honey na say sorry coz slalu wat bee malu , wimas , marah , bengg , melepet & else . hurm.. honey tawu honey bukn yg terbek towk bee , p honey hope honey brubh & jdeyk yg terbek untk bee..Sumtymes , honey rase honey bodoe cgt coz ta boye na pkir bee susa or snng & ta pena try na phm bee nyewk situation . honey kesian tat bee cuz dpt gf cawm honey nie . huwm . klao lah honey tade...

• tade lah honey nyush en bee & buat bee wimas sume2 uh .
• tade lah honey merengek & merungot tat bee .
• tade lah suro bee dtg tusyen amk honey sumee .
• lg ? ntah lh....

One more things , if bee ade pwbx en , honey hope cgt honey jdeyk owunx yg first bee bgtw . Bee2, honey janji lpas nieyh honey ta en pkse bee untk call honey , ta en desak bee untk topup n text honey & ta merungot if ta meet2 bee..COZ honey ta na bee cop honey MERIMASKAN . honey na bee tawu, yg honey syg cgt tat bee & ta na bee nggl en honey buat kli ke-2. thanx time honey blik,thanx foe everytink & thanx coz care & give me ur love . one more things , thanx coz spend tyme to much for me . UR PLACE NEVER BE REPLACE . i love youu..

him , him & him :D

i syg dea ! i love you ! wo ai ni !
babyy , i syg you ouh .
pwomish u jgn tnggl en i ?
i na u jdeyk secret admire i .
i na u jdeyk future hubby i ,
i think u jea bole msuk dlm lyfe i .
u make my days , u make me smile , u make me up .
u're star , u're sunchine & u're blood babyy !
i want you be mine forever .
boleyh ?
muahx !
syg you babyyyy :D

ur sweetie ,
> myra <

im happy this dayy :))

awy neyh en , aku bngn lmbt pegy skola . hm , smpay skola pon pkol 7.30 tpat. hee (:
mse zamry cm celake duhx!aku na pegy toilet but dea kate skit2 toilet. grrr =.= sabar jea lah aku ! ps uh mse seni , ta buat pape ponx,aku dngr lgu && merayap. lg sto , aku rehat awl ary neyh. mkn nsi aym :) rehat nan beby + apish. besh doe. haha ! pstu aku lepk blkng kntin jp nan bee sume , besh gak . ary neyh ta blaja lngsng doe ! bosan gileee . hee (: blik awl plak uh , but aku ikot din pegy tuka dea nye plat numb tat wtrfront. happy aku cuz dpt ikot dea :) etih lah weyh , nk tgk UPIK ABU & LAURA jp ! daaa :D

happy go lucky ,
> myra <

you be mine for 3 month..

today is 1 JULY 2009 :D

yeahh ! we are been togetha for 3 monthh !
i don't want to lost youu,
i don't want to leave you even once sygg !
myb honey ta pena jdeyk terbek yg buleyh bee bngge2 en..
tp honey jnjy honey try !
i wnt you to be mine foreverr...
i want you to be my last hubby !
i want you be my future hubby in my lifee..
honey pwomish ta buad mende yg mukan2 lageyh..
psniee , honey dngr ckp bee and ta na jdeyk cawm duloo .
bee ponx , jgn lah tnggal honey yek ?
i love you sygg ,

ur honey ,
> myra <