i don't have a best story to im story here , but this is my blog n consider as my diary , so wahtever i do or type its not ur bussiness motherfucker!
All About Me,
- Azmyraa.
- well known as myra :) I am 6teen y/o . currently stay ampg :) I don't care and mind about what they say , This is my lifee and whatever I do is so non of your bussiness ! The fuckin biatch idiot , don't make any stuff here ! this is my blog and consider as my diary , its up to me what i want to dooo , just shut up slutt ! <3
Sunday, December 27, 2009
the bad days ,
ary neyh aku kerje pkol 2.00 till pkol 11 :D ye a , suzy tade so aku gnti dye . then , mlm uh mse nk kmas2 , mcm biase aku bwk trolly geyh blkng coz nk bsuh brg2 dessert , then aku pegy blik dessert amk tong sume . dtg blik tgk2 abg man dh tulon bsuh en sume . tbe2 ibu lah bsing2 , marah , maki aku sume . ape yg dye ckp sume pedih n mkn dlm plus skit aty ouh . aku mnngis kt blkng storee . ttbe abg ryan dtg , dye pujuk aku sumee n bg tisu . pstu wan , hm . mmg akuy nnes ta benty lah , bingit tlnge aku dngr ibu ckp , huh ! then ku amk duet casuor labour kt kak azmah . kluar mcd , sume usha aku sbb mybe nmpk muke aku pucat pstu sume merah . abg rider n kak ijan ckp ape ntah , but diorg sume reda kn aku . hmm ! fucker betol lah ibu uh , aku mlas jea nk keje mlam !
i mish them ;'(
Nur Syafiqah ; skunk neyh everydays call aku n cter mcm2 , yayh . nseb kao ta lupe aku lah gile . syg kao eykaa , kao jea always call aku sume , muahhh ;*
Filzah Amirah ; Minah biskut , haha . ye a , sekejap ade , sekejap tade . ta phm nan dye neyh . always busy . kite sume busy , so tade tyme maow lepk :(
Friday, December 25, 2009
rarely onlinee
byeee , just leave a comment at my profile :D
PMR RESULT , 24 DEC 09
kne tocer , bebel , gelak sume ade , malu siot .
mcm mr.akhmal ckp , skrg bru pndai nk sedey sume . grrrr =.=
totally busy ,
Sunday, December 20, 2009
my mr right :D
Friday, December 18, 2009
okey , blme me .
azmyra, nape u wat cmnie?? pew sala i kat u? i tau i bkn nye laki yg u inginkan slme nie.. tp tu xbrmkne u ley mempermainkn prasaan i or sape2 je... i xna sala kn u.. but i na u phm yg i btol2 crush nan u.. i thOught u was dffrnt, but i was wrOng.. yea silly me coz of trusting u.. i shOuld know that from the bgining.. i hope 1 day u rase pew yg i rase..
azmyra speech ;
bukn i na permenkn pewasaan u or spe2 , i try na honest dngn you ape yg i feel that tyme , tp sbb na jge pewasaaan you tyme to i ta snggop . you pon dh perasan i dh laen , i dh ckp drie awl lg , ta nyesal ke dngn i . i dh cter mende jhat sume but you still na , hm ! mende2 yg you rase sume i dh rase tp bukn i sje2 na buat kt youu . i dh anggp you just a mmbe i n ta lebeh , my instinct dh thu yg mende neyh mesti akn jd , i dh thu yg i nan you mmg ta bley together . sbb i tade lngsng feel dngn youuu . i know you bengg dngn i sbb nmpk i dngn guys len . hm ! after this , ta pyh lah tego i neyh sume okeyy . dlm dunie neyh , i yg pling jhat sume , org mcm youu jea yg terbaek . so kite dh tade ape2 ! fham ? :
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
feelin quilty to youu guyss ,
shahrizal - i want you to be my docter n always beside me when i need sumone . ejaa , im just only accept you to be mine brother's :D
akmal a.k.a burnn :D
first tyme knal , dkat de palmaaa :)
ngaaa , comel mamat neyhh sweet ! grr -,-'
hahahaa , skrg dh jdkn dye bestfrens koyd .
sekepalaa en , boleh lahhh :D
then lepk2 dngn dyee , mkn sesamee , jln sesamee , callin2 sesameee :D
dngn dye sumpaa best koyd , happy jeaaa ;)
thanx buat myra happy akmall ;D
lot's of lovee,
> myra <
Monday, December 14, 2009
Irfan hakim gave to me ,
myra speech ; im so sory dear fer all of diz ;"( i noe im so stupid cuz leavin youu , huh -.-'
Sunday, December 13, 2009
qulity ,
Saturday, December 12, 2009
story about my work today ,
yea , ary ney aku sto bus dngn anty moligaa :D haha , kiteorg sme2 lmbt pergy kerjaa . smpai jea tros msuk ltak beg pkai cap sumee :D then aku tgk jadual aku kne jd runner ijat , :) then tros jea kerja cmm biase . btw , ary neyh rmai pekerjaa doe , ade OC lak uhh . grrr =.= org nyaa gemok , berperot buncit . hmm ! dlm kol bpeee ijat break . lme betol si comel neyh mkn . then aku plak breakk ! yeahh ! today kite mkn ayam goreng spicyy :D mse pegy break ade abg cute hazman , the gendut joey , the sweet ryan n ade the gilaa saleh ! yeah , kiteorg same menu but air laen2 . haha . after break , aku geyh blik dessert n pegy amk brg n tros pegy toilet tngkt sto . then dh melepas haha , pegy smbung kerjaa . then suzy smpai ijat blik . aku rase lntai dessert kotor , so aku rase nk mop . tbe2 kne blaja mop pulak dngn jacob haha :D then dye ajr aku lap pintu dpn , then aku buat lawak bodoe "mne lah smpai nk lap smpai atas , myra pendek" dye dh gelak2 en aku dhh , hahha :D then abg ayhzman ckp "myra come heree , pegy smbung keje blik" kunon jealous haha :D then smbung kerjaa buat ice creamm n mse blik uh aku buat sundae chocolate aku n ckp kt sume nk blik n okey byee hHHAA :D
p/s ; sumpa happy kerjaa ary ney :D
sinceree,
> myraa <
Friday, December 11, 2009
soty of todayy,
kerjaa pertamaa aku smpai jea kerjaa aku teros smpai then pkai cap betol kn rmbut sertaa seluar msukkn bju . then tros pegy office tgk jaduall :D then kak faridah suro aku jge fries , woahh ! pnas nyee , berpeluh2 aku , joey kecoh hahaha ! sto crewww busyy yelah lunch tyme kn mmg busyyy . dlm pkol 3 lebeh dh redaa blik sumee , kak faridah suro aku jge dessert sbb ijat nk mkn , then bru aku mkn hahah :D after mkn sumee , aku geyh blik dessert jd runer ijat ahha :D then suzy smpai gnti tmpt aku n ijat . aku geyh kt kak faridah n ckp "kak ? myra nk buat ape? suzy dh gnti tmpt myra" then kak faridah kate , kao jd runer amir ! haha , bvest2 . aku msuk air pluss , kerja best doe ary neyy . i likeee :)
sinceree,
> myra <
Thursday, December 10, 2009
not in the mood ;O
my heart can't accept another boys againnn . God , i pray for youu :( please , please && please !
damn suck , not in the mood =.=
sinceree,
> myra <
Monday, December 7, 2009
story mollie dolly myra ! haha
sinceree,
> myra <
ble dpt gaji..
mcm biase ,
hari yg memenatkn..
dapat nametag ,
seronok sgt , btw aku dh expert buat ice cream tawww , heee .
sory blog , im busy..
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
esk kerja pkol 10am till 6 pm !
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
dpt bju mcd yg baruu , kerja sorang =|
typhoid injection wift them :D
i can't sleep ;"(
Monday, November 30, 2009
bie give some present for me,
penat ;o
Sunday, November 29, 2009
facebook , :O
kerja awal ;O
Saturday, November 28, 2009
saya si penjaga dessert ;D
mcdonald's !
Friday, November 27, 2009
I want it all ;O
Thursday, November 26, 2009
i'll be missing him for 4days ,
in the morning,8.30am :)
menikmati mereka :D
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
thanx fer da burger ijal :D
what the biatch huh ? :|
YOU , be mine pleas ? haha .
amik gaji kt de palma !
makann yg biee bawak,
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
knpe lah aku ade adk ?
story of today,
de palma todays function ,
tyra , iloveyou :(
Monday, November 23, 2009
the list of type of boys what i want :D
*spoiled
work , story of the day (:
- wipping all fork , spoon . glasses !
- go to kasturi , buat kerja biase [isi air , tuang air for guest n bnyk lah ]
- prepare dessert for all guest .
- kutip segala2 bnde ala kt table [after guest blik] .
DE PALMA HOTEL AMPANG ,
Sunday, November 22, 2009
my KAMBENG,
Saturday, November 21, 2009
terkilan dngn kauu ,
i need that BRACES dadd !
not feelin well ,
single better !
tade spe n mrah aku nk kuar dngn spe2 .
aku lepk dngn dye ney , dye tu . haha :D
freedom ! sgt freedom .
ney yg aku nk en ? bgos lah .
Friday, November 20, 2009
I miss Them , Who's ?
Thursday, November 19, 2009
tyra , pok come my home ,
p/s ; mlm ney na kuar koyd , dngn spe2 jea lahh . seybok kaw !
sinceree,
> myra <
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
happy , :D
p/s ; tersermpak dngn shidin , dpn 48 ! tyme uh tgh nk isi minyak koyd ,
sinceree,
> myra <
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
yeah , aku nekad !
It's Alright , It's Okey !
You told me
There's no need
To talk it out
Cause it's too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words
No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say
[Chorus]
It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I wont be sorry
Alright, Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright, Ok
I'm so much better without you
I wont be sorry
You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear
[Chorus]
Don't waist you fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's Way to late
I'm closing the door
P/S ; ofcoz for you my ex - shahirdin ,
Monday, November 16, 2009
our plan , :D
sinceree,
> myra <
weee , lepk 48 in the morning ;D
sinceree,
> myra <
Sunday, November 15, 2009
last wish to you..
this songs are belongs to youu..
hm , mmg berat aty aku tngglkn kao d . aku bency kao sbb aku syg kao . susa aty aku ble aku thu kao ade pompuan len . mybe aku teramat terok till kao perlu crik len . knpe kao perlu menkn aku . hina sgt ke aku smpai kao kne buat aku cm ney . aku tak fham laki mcm kao jnis ape . ape yg kao na , aku try na ubah dirie aku demi kao , tp aku ta bole . ape yg aku buat semua serba ta kne . kao jea yg betol . ble dngn kao aku jd lemah . aku tak pena syg org smpai mcm neyh skali ;( ku jd lemah sbb kao lah d . aku snggup break nan boyf aku sbb aku ingt kao betol2 syg aku , tp itu hnye lah actin kao semate2 . ble aku thu jwpn kao ble aku minx break hati aku teramat lah skit dan aku tade rase smngt . mmg , aku bru 15 . bnyk lagi yg perlu aku hadap . tp disbbkn kao , aku hilng smngt . aku sedey , kecewe , pasrah , hmpe dngn kao d . aku ingt ble aku dpt laki mcm kao , kao bole setie n jge aku . bpe bnyk laki aku jmpe , kwn & couple before this , tak pena jmpe yg mcm kao . aku jealous dngn mem2 aku yg dpt laki always dngn diorg n syg diorg . aku jealous , :(( sbb aku tak penah mcm tuuu . aku hope kao nan nanny bhagie . kao kne jge dye better okey . don't make she hurt like you do with me .
sinceree,
> myra <
Saturday, November 14, 2009
die , it's easyy !
i hate that boy so much !
MUHD SHAHIRDIN , you the fuckin boys !
always make me hurt n hurt !
i hate you ! i hate youu !
aku mati , korg kesa ape !
aku skit kao peduli ape !
aku bency lah bodoe .
hidop ponx ta gune !
wth !
crying & cryingg ;"(
Friday, November 13, 2009
laugh out loud ! haha :D
sinceree,
> myra <
project today wift tyra ,
sinceree,
> myra <
Thursday, November 12, 2009
cinta yg tuluss..
pissed off,
> myra <
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
apply kerja mcdonald , :D
then ak ade ckp psl keje . then ade manager nme dye watie . then abg aku tnye , kt snie ade keje kosong kn ? adek saye bole msuk ke kak ? then kak watie tnye umo aku bpe sumee . then dye tros bg borang . hihii . aku isi jea la borang uh . then anta kt akk watie . dye ckp nnt pape hal dye call . hope2 aku dpt . weeee ! Ya Allah , aku meminta kepademu kerja neyh . :)
sinceree,
> myra <
amek gaji at hotel de palma !
sinceree,
> myra <
Monday, November 9, 2009
sweet 6teen Muhd Shahirdin ;)
- smoge pnjg umo muwah rezeki yea bee ? :D
- hope ape yg bee na dpt , 125 kn ? :D
- hope bee ta tngglkn honeyy n buat honey skit aty .
- bee dh 16 kn ? hahah tueee :P
- honey syg bee && im promise ta buat bee cm dulooo .
- happy birthday sayangg , :P
Honey dh ta thu nk tlis ape da , honey just na wish birthday jea . itu pon klao bee bce .
btw , happy birthday yea syg , sweet 6teen !
go bee ! go bee ! haha :D
lot's of loveee,
> myra <
Sunday, November 8, 2009
hotel de palma , wedding :)
p/s ; aku keje drie pkol 5.00pm till 4.00 am ! gileee penat !
sinceree,
> myra <
Saturday, November 7, 2009
kerja , :)
hee , doakan aku weyhh :))
thanx to syafiq cuz dye yg invite aku keje sinie .
:)
keistimewaan perempuan ,
2. Wanita yang solehah (baik) itu lebih baik daripada 1,000 orang lelaki yang soleh.
3. Barang siapa yang menggembirakan anak perempuannya, darjatnya seumpama orang yang sentiasa menangis kerana takutkan Allah S.W.T dan orang yang takutkan Allah S.W.T akan diharamkan api neraka ke atas tubuhnya.
4. Barang siapa yang membawa hadiah (barang makanan dari pasar ke rumah)lalu diberikan kepada keluarganya, maka pahalanya seperti bersedekah. Hendaklah mendahulukan anak perempuan daripada anak lelaki.Maka barang siapa yang menyukakan anak perempuan seolah-olah dia memerdekakan anak Nabi Ismail A.S
5. Wanita yang tinggal bersama anak-anaknya akan tinggal bersama aku (Rasulullah S.A.W) di dalam syurga.
6. Barang siapa mempunyai tiga anak perempuan atau tiga saudara perempuan atau dua anak perempuan atau dua saudara perempuan, lalu dia bersikap ihsan dalam pergaulan dengan mereka dan mendidik mereka dengan penuh rasa takwa serta bertanggungjawab, maka baginya adalah syurga.
7. Daripada Aisyah r.a. “Barang siapa yang diuji dengan sesuatu daripada anak-anak perempuannya, lalu dia berbuat baik kepada mereka, maka mereka akan menjadi penghalang baginya daripada api neraka.
8. Syurga itu di bawah telapak kaki ibu.
9. Apabila memanggil akan engkau dua orang ibubapamu, maka jawablah panggilan ibumu dahulu.
10. Wanita yang taat berkhidmat kepada suaminya akan tertutup pintu-pintu neraka dan terbuka pintu-pintu syurga. Masuklah dari mana-mana pintu yang dia kehendaki dengan tidak dihisab.
11. Wanita yang taat akan suaminya, semua ikan-ikan di laut, burung di udara, malaikat di langit, matahari dan bulan, semuanya beristighfar baginya selama mana dia taat kepada suaminya dan direkannya (serta menjaga sembahyang dan puasanya).
12. Aisyah r.a berkata “Aku bertanya kepada Rasulullah S.A.W, siapakah yang lebih besar haknya terhadap wanita? Jawab baginda,… “Suaminya.” “Siapa pula berhak terhadap lelaki?” Jawab Rasulullah S.A.W….”Ibunya. “
13. Perempuan apabila sembahyang lima waktu, puasa sebulan Ramadan, memelihara kehormatannya serta taat akan suaminya, masuklah dia dari pintu syurga mana sahaja yang dia kehendaki.
14. Tiap perempuan yang menolong suaminya dalam urusan agama, maka Allah S.W.T memasukkan dia ke dalam syurga lebih dahulu daripada suaminya (10,000 tahun).
15. Apabila seseorang perempuan mengandung janin dalam rahimnya, maka beristighfarlah para malaikat untuknya. Allah S.W.T mencatatkan baginya setiap hari dengan 1,000 kebaikan dan menghapuskan darinya 1,000 kejahatan.
16. Apabila seseorang perempuan mulai sakit hendak bersalin, maka Allah S.W.T mencatatkan baginya pahala orang yang berjihad pada jalan Allah S.W.T
17. Apabila seseorang perempuan melahirkan anak, keluarlah dia daripada dosa-dosa seperti keadaan ibunya melahirkannya.
18. Apabila telah lahir (anak) lalu disusui, maka bagi ibu itu setiap satu tegukan daripada susunya diberi satu kebajikan.
19. Apabila semalaman (ibu) tidak tidur dan memelihara anaknya yang sakit, maka Allah S.W.T memberinya pahala seperti memerdekakan 70 orang hamba dengan ikhlas untuk membela agama Allah S.W.T.
i get this from [ tentangcinta.com ]
apiz , love you bebeh .
p/s ; apiz , klao bce yg neyh en , jgn bongkak sgt taww ? :P
sinceree,
> myra <
Friday, November 6, 2009
ish , nk jmpe ke ta na ?
skola , mcm bodoh bpak bosan .
Thursday, November 5, 2009
come on , wake up baby !
VVIP , VIP & NORMAL :D
*Allah S.A.W
*Para2 Malaikat
*Para2 Nabi && Rasul .
*Kitab Al-Quran && Hadis
VIP IN MY LIFE ,
*Family kuwh Tercinta [ termasuk Arwah ]
*Bestfrens Forever [ TYRA ]
*Friends [ sape knal aku , kawan lah uh kn , so korang lah ]
*Boyfiee [ last ! ]
*MY SELF ! spe t syg diri woiyt ;))
IMPORTANT ,
Virgin , Oxygen , Makanan , Minuman , Diary , Teddy Bear , PC , Telephone , TV , Music , Joke , Gossip , Shirt , Pants , Panties & Bra :D hahah .
sinceree,
> myra <
the most important ,
hilang VIRGIN seumpama hidop sebagai ikan tade air .
hilang VIRGIN same lah mcm hilang harge diri .
bagi aku , VIRGIN it's MY EVERYTHING ,
kepade sume kaom hawa yg msih blom kawen uh ,
jage lah VIRGIN korg bek2 .
laki neyh jgn caye sgt , diorg sume na sdap jea . huh !
kao fham ta ?
virginiaa,
> myra <
hurting , idiot ! ;'(
uwmm , aku sedey lah mlm neyh .
feeling aku en , ta tntu hale .
when bee ckp ; dye syg putri ageyh && always talkin about putri aku rase dh na mngalah pun ade . sedey yaww , ;"( tuhan jea thu ape aku rase tyme uh . then dye dh start buka cter lame dye dngn putri n try na bnding en aku dngn putri . spe yg ade dlm hati aku tyme bole rase ape aku rase . dye ta pena support aku , slalu mmperkecilkn aku jeaaa . hm :(
aku ta pham laa dngn dye , :( aku syg dye tp aku ta thu lah dye cm nerh . kdg2 aku rase aku bole gilaa klao hari2 cm neyh..
aku nk sumone yg bole jge aku , ade ble aku nk dye tyme susaa n senng . ade tyme untk aku . bukan nye pentingkn kawan . bole lah syg kawn , tp jgn lah biaa en awekk cm uh . ape dye buat , dye pegy mne kao ta pena na kesa itu kire kao ta pena na hargai awek korg uh . ble dye gatal thu plak nk bsing . sbb ape diorg jd cm uh , sbb pngai korg yg terok ! msty awek korg bosaan en && tros nk crik pengganti . tulon lah pham kteorg sbgai pompuan neyh , korg rase ape ble kteorg buat mcm mne korg buat kt kteorg . skit gile aty aku taw ! beee , im not understand you ! what you want from me ? please don't do this to me like that . honey ta na bende yg lpas jd blik . bole tulon jge aty honey ta ? bole tulon fham perasaan honey ta ? bole ta slalu ade if honey need someone ? boleh kn ? and one more things , jgn lah minx bende bukn2 . sbb honey ta ske . Fhm ? boys ! korg ptot nye protect kteorg kaom hawa neyh . bukn nye buat kteorg cm tade hati , ble tyme bosan kao crik n ble tyme snng kao buang kteorg cm uh jea . ble dh sedap , maen . ble dh bosan , kao cmpk kteorg cm smpah ! ape neyh . fkir gune otak lah deyy . korg neyh sume tade tnggungjawab ke ? dh jd lelaki dayus ! tulon lah , ayat kemaen mnis . ble dh sedap n dapat . pokem ! tnggl mcm tisu . huhhh =.= fucker betol lah , spe nk cye lah laki skunk . pompuan klu korg caye nan laky zman skunk neyh , dh bole mati dh . aku cm ta bole time jea , ;"(
boys are useless !
sinceree,
> myra <
CONFUSED !
confuse lah bngg ,
confuse sgt !
nie kate dye okey .
nie kate dye just nk men kn akuu .
nie kate dye syg aku .
bapak pokem , tp semestinye aku dngr ckp mem aku kn ?
hahahah :D
betol kate tyra , laky tak sume bgos n pndai menyakit en aty jea taw .
aku pun dh kuat , ske attitude mcm scha alyahya dlm awan dania .
if bole , nk jd cm dye ! hurm , i will do my best yaww ,
sinceree,
> myra <
im not understand ,
sume cm siall jea , ingt bgos sgt lah tu doe ,
whtever lah weyh , jgn int snng2 jea nk menkn aku .
pokem jea , ish !
SWEAR , SUMPAH DEMI ALLAH ;
aku ta an couple lagi ,
aku thu aku kuat ,
tak termakan dngn ayat kunon manis mcm gula korg uh (:
sinceree,
> myra <
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
i noe i can do it..
aku bukan lemah mcm duloo okeyy .
jgn ingt snng na menkn aku .
aku dh ckp , aku bukan mcm duloo .
now im single , FREEDOM !
sinceree,
> myra <
teddy addicted <3
now , aku dh gile teddy since tgk teddy purple !
tade spe ke yg nk tulon bgeyk teddy ?
hmm !
d , tyra , za , eyka , yanaa , syafiq and all !
you'll tade rase tringin na bgeyk i teddy ke ?
heeee (: if kowunx bgeyk im promise i never break ur heart yaww !
hahhaah ;PP
swimmming at kondo mutiaraa (:
gmba aku upload later keyh ?
sbb sume nye ade kt phone zaaa .
nnt ble dye dh upload kt mespes dye ,
then aku amk , nnt aku upload kt sinie .
hahah (: aku nan tyra superb sexxy .
just pkai bikini jerks , :P
pok je lah sekor jntn kt cnie , hahaha !
but , im so happy todayy ! wyhooo ;PP
sinceree,
> myra <
good moninkk friends , :)
bak kate tyra , jnji melayu ! :D
mndi2 , then mse nk siap .
tyra kt dpan pntu bilik aku ,
weyhh ! terkejot jea aku .
hahaha :D
tnggu za dtg skali .
after sume dh ade ,
kteorg amik keputusan maow pegy mkn .
hahahaaa ;))
mkn roti cnai n teh o ice jea aku .
then , gerakk kondo mutiaraaa (:
sinceree,
> myra <
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
heartbreaker ;"(
I want to scream
I want to tell you mostly
I hate that I'm so afraid of everything
I hate that you’re the one thing I want the most but can't have
I hate that you let me go before I got even got to say goodbye
I wish that you would come back to me
I wish I were strong enough to say no to you
I wish I could believe my own lies I use to cover up the pain you left
I need to move on says my head
I need to hold on says my heart
I need to decide says my mind
I envy the way this hasn’t hurt you at all
I envy her
I envy the fact you don’t understand what this feels like at all
I want to hurt you
I want to be with you
I want this nightmare to be over
I wish I could make things they were before you
I wish I could change time
I wish I could change you
I wish I could have hurt you before you hurt me
I wish I would have given you the letter when I wanted
I need you out of my thoughts
I need you out of my heart
I need to start doing things for me
I hate that you used me
I hate that I gave you something I can never have back
I hate that I wasted it with you
I'm tired of hoping aimlessly for you
I'm tired of wanting something I can't have
I'm tired of hurting me for things that aren’t my fault
I'm sorry I was good enough
I'm sorry I defended you when everyone else was right
I'm sorry I couldn’t make you happy
Funny though how you never once said sorry for hurting me,
for breaking me,
for not loving me
sinceree,
> myra <